
(Art credit above: Compton Gardens trail, Bentonville, Ar)

ONE. THOUSAND. DAYS.
One thousand days ago, I made a few of these cute signs and sold them to my friend’s shop in downtown Eureka Springs. Last minute. I had kept one for myself. Little did I know that I would soon be receiving a phone call that would take us on quite a ride!
A 2 year old boy! Just 8 months younger than Sloane.
And the next day, a call to pick up his twin sister.
That meant I had 3 toddlers in diapers, a preschooler, an 8 year old, a tween and a teen. Buckle up, family! Off we go!
My lap, arms, house, and heart were full of babies!
And we’ve been all in for 1000 days.
1000 days, and we are still set up against a system that is keeping the future imprisoned by unknowns. We feel like these hands, carefully holding hearts securely out of reach from anyone who can put more holes in them.
1000 days is too long to not be official yet.
It’s definitely too long to still be waiting.
I’ll wait another thousand for them.
I’ll fight a hundred thousand days for them.
1000 days is too long to be a blacked out box on a social media post.
It’s too long to be waiting on decisions to be made by someone who has and never will meet them.
It’s too many days of uncertainty.
1000 days is long enough to rightfully claim the aches and long suffering of a true mother’s love. It’s long enough to cause a yearn to comfort the hearts of the waiting, and it’s certainly long enough to prove the brokenness of the foster care system.
We live for tomorrow with a hope that day 1001, or day 1021, or day 1101 will be day that that someone other than us calls it enough, too.
Home, hands and hearts totally full.
Reminding everyone to keep holding on tight and “enjoy the ride”.