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Monday, March 9, 2020

Another in the Fire

Christians sure love to sing about fire, water, light, and darkness.  So here are a few of my favorite that preach the enabling power of the Atonement of Jesus Christ, and finding joy and and beauty, purpose, hope, and gratitude in and for our trials. 

Another in the Fire
Hillsong United


There's a grace when the heart is under fire
Another way when the walls are closing in
And when I look at the space between
Where I used to be and this reckoning
I know I will never be alone
There was another in the fire
Standing next to me
There was another in the waters
Holding back the seas
And should I ever need reminding
Of how I've been set free
There is a cross that bears the burden
Where another died for me
There is another in the fire
All my debt left for dead beneath the waters
I'm no longer a slave to my sins anymore
And should I fall in the space between
What remains of me and this reckoning
Either way I won't bow to the things of this world
And I know I will never be alone
There is another in the fire
Standing next to me
There is another in the waters
Holding back the seas
And should I ever need reminding
What power set me free
There is a grave that holds no body
And now that power lives in me
There is another in the fire, oh
There is another in the fire, whoa
There is another in the fire, whoa
There is another in the fire, oh
I can see
And I can see the light in the darkness
As the darkness bows to Him
I can hear the roar in the heavens
As the space between wears thin
I can feel the ground shake beneath us
As the prison walls cave in
Nothing stands between us
Nothing stands between us
There is no other name but the name that is Jesus
He who was and still is, and will be through it all
So come what may in the space between
All the things unseen and this reckoning
And I know I will never be alone
And I know I will never be alone
There'll be another in the fire
Standing next to me
There'll be another in the waters
Holding back the seas
And should I ever need reminding
How good You've been to me
I'll count the joy come every battle
'Cause I know that's where You'll be
I can see the light
And I can see the light in the darkness
As the darkness bows to Him
I can hear the roar in the heavens
As the space between wears thin
I can feel the ground shake beneath us
As the prison walls cave in
Nothing stands between us
Nothing stands between
There'll be another in the fire
Standing next to me
There'll be another in the waters
Holding back the seas
And should I ever need reminding
How good You've been to me
I'll count the joy come every battle
'Cause I know that's where You'll be
Count the joy come every battle
'Cause I know that's where You'll be
I'll count the joy come every battle
'Cause I know that's where You'll be, sing it again
I'll count the joy come every battle
'Cause I know that's where You'll be
I'll count the joy come every battle
'Cause I know that's where You'll be



Raise a Hallelujah 
Bethel Music 

I raise a hallelujah, in the presence of my enemies
I raise a hallelujah, louder than the unbelief
I raise a hallelujah, my weapon is a melody
I raise a hallelujah, heaven comes to fight for me
I'm gonna sing, in the middle of the storm
Louder and louder, you're gonna hear my praises roar
Up from the ashes, hope will arise
Death is defeated, the King is alive!
I raise a hallelujah, with everything inside of me
I raise a hallelujah, I will watch the darkness flee
I raise a hallelujah, in the middle of the mystery
I raise a hallelujah, fear you lost your hold on me!
I'm gonna sing, in the middle of the storm
Louder and louder, you're gonna hear my praises roar
Up from the ashes, hope will arise
Death is defeated, the King is alive!
Sing a little louder (In the presence of my enemies)
Sing a little louder (Louder than the unbelief)
Sing a little louder (My weapon is a melody)
Sing a little louder (Heaven comes to fight for me)
Sing a little louder (In the presence of my enemies)
Sing a little louder (Louder than the unbelief)
Sing a little louder (My weapon is a melody)
Sing a little louder (Heaven comes to fight for me)
Sing a little louder!
I'm gonna sing, in the middle of the storm
Louder and louder, you're gonna hear my praises roar
Up from the ashes, hope will arise
Death is defeated, the King is alive!


And of course Tauren Wells is a favorite in the Willy House with Hills and Valleys 
I've walked among the shadows
You wiped my tears away 
And I've felt the pain of heartbreak
And I've seen the brighter days
And I've prayed prayers to heaven from my lowestplace
And I have held the blessings
God, you give and take away
No matter what I have, Your grace is enough
No matter where I am, I'm standing in Your love
On the mountains, I will bow my life
To the one who set me there
In the valley, I will lift my eyes to the one who sees me there
When I'm standing on the mountain aft, didn't get there on my own
When I'm walking through the valley end, no I am not alone!

You're God of the hills and valleys!
Hills and Valleys!
God of the hills and valleys
And I am not alone!
I've watched my dreams get broken
In you I hope again!
No matter what I know
Know I'm safe inside Your hand
On the mountains, I will bow my life
To the one who set me there
In the valley, I will lift my eyes to the one who sees me there
When I'm standing on the mountain aft, didn't get there on my own
When I'm walking through the valley end, no I am not alone!
You're God of the hills and valleys!
Hills and Valleys!
God of the hills and valleys
And I am not alone!
Father, you give and take away
Every joy and every pain
Through it all you will remain
Over it all!
Father, you give and take away
Every joy and every pain
Through it all you will remain
Over it all!
On the mountains, I will bow my life
To the one who set me there (to the one who set me there)
In the valley, I will lift my eyes to the one who sees me there
When I'm standing on the mountain aft, didn't get there on my own
When I'm walking through the valley end, no I am not alone!
You're God of the hills and valleys!
Hills and Valleys!
God of the hills and valleys
And I am not alone!
You're God of the hills and valleys!
Hills and Valleys!
God of the hills and valleys
And I am not alone!

We prefer the acoustic version 

Remain is a older catchy song from when Tauren was singing with a group called Royal Tailor. This was one of the first songs in the Christian pop genre that pulled us in to the Christian radio station And we Kelly coming back for more uplifting lyrics than regular stations we’re offering. 


For King and Country are our favorites. They’re coming to the AMP but it’s on a Sunday 😫😫😫 
Sadly, we will have to catch them another time.  What I love about these guys is that they play normal music with lyrics that are empowering instead of degrading. If music can draw my children closer to the Savior and help them understand their worth, their mission, or just feel better in general, it’s a huge bonus. Of course I still listen to and enjoy most genres of music, but the older my kids get, the less I want them singing sir mix a lot 🤣. 


Fix my Eyes
Hit rewind
Click delete
Stand face to face with the younger me
All of the mistakes
All of her heartbreak
Here's what I'd do differently
I'd love like I'm not scared
Give when it's not fair
Live life for another
Take time for a brother
Fight for the weak ones
Speak out for freedom
Find faith in the battle
Stand tall but above it all
Fix my eyes on you, on you
I learned the lines and talked the talk
But the road less traveled is hard to walk 
It takes a soldier
Who knows his orders
To walk the walk I'm supposed to walk
And love like I'm not scared
Give when it's not fair
Live life for another
Take time for a brother
Fight for the weak ones
Speak out for freedom
Find faith in the battle
Stand tall but above it all
Fix my eyes on you, on you
The things of Earth are dimming
In the light of Your glory and grace
I'll set my sights upon Heaven
I'm fixing my eyes on you, on you
I'm fixing my eyes on you, on you
I'm fixing my eyes
Love like I'm not scared
Give when it's not fair
Live life for another
Take time for a brother
Fight for the weak ones
Speak out for freedom
Find faith in the battle
Stand tall but above it all
Fix my eyes on you, on you
I fix my eyes on you, on you
I fix my eyes on you, on you

Corbin’s primary talk

Corbin read this verse and this talk that he wrote in Primary on Sunday. Gotta love his reference to Star Wars 🤣🤦🏻‍♀️  






Garden/Yard Reconnaissance 2


I used to curse the hens for tearing up my garden, but after 1.5 years of no chickens, I missed my ladies and their all natural fertilizing, rototilling, bug eating, dinner providing, greatness.  

I have spent so many hours Saturday blowing leaves and pulling weeds. The kids helped out/played a lot this Saturday and it was glorious for them to just run around and be outdoors for hours on end. I was wearing jeans and tennis shoes but still pulled a fat tick off my leg at the end of the day. 
It was really therapeutic to work in the soil again. I wish I’d had the capacity to get seeds started and use the greenhouse in February. So far, March has been so warm I don’t know if I’m the effort of getting started will prove its worth. I also don’t know how much emotional bandwidth I’ve got in me for failure right now! 🤣 

This “after” pic here was after I removed the leaves that were waist high  and filled the space entirely. It looks so huge without all the leaves. I wish I’d taken a before pic. It was crazy and you’ve never seen so many leaves in your life. I ran out of gas before finishing the other side. Next weekend. 



This one shows progress on the play set side still a ways to go but it’s so nice to see they yard taking shape after such a long dormant season. Come back to life, Willy Backyard! 






Sunday, March 8, 2020

Irish 10K







This year (left) vs last year (right)! I didn’t think it to be possible, but I shaved a couple minutes off my time! PR! 🎉🎉 55:43 chip time and a (barely) sub 9 minute mile.  This is exciting stuff right here.  Double that and add 10 minutes for the last mile and my dream time goal of 2:05 half marathon is looking pretty tight, but possible! 










Reese and Quincy at the KC temple

The Shaws graciously added Reese and Quincy to their brood for a day at the Kansas City Temple.  Julie took these pics of our funny bunch afterward. 






They went to Costa Vida after and enjoyed a pretty peaceful drive home 🤣 Thank you Shaws for giving our girls the opportunity to serve in the temple! 



Friday, March 6, 2020

Salted Chocolate Chip Cookies

My friend, Simone, introduced me to this bit of cookie perfection. I use only semi-sweet chips and I salt the tops as soon as they come out if the oven, because I believe that’s what should be done to every chocolate chip cookie.  Here’s the recipe, compliments of Simone and Stephen H. You’re welcome. 






Monday, March 2, 2020

Monday in March Madness


1) 3 cheers for early voting. I don’t look forward to the presidential race. It’s like watching a terrible dating show where they’ve brought out all the suitors and they are all terrible, and the contestant is still peering over at the curtain nervously asking, “uhhhh what else ya got back there? Wait what? This is it? Is there NO ONE ELSE?!” 


2) My contribution to helping Reese be on time to seminary is to help Aaron get out the door. The man wakes up early but he does. Not. Rush. Ever. I try to press a week of shirts once a week for Aaron. This is a labor of love.  This week, I taught Reese how to iron, and she also made a contribution to speed up the morning routine. If she had more time, I would regularly commission her to do this chore and win win win. 

3) Reese has been working HARD, lately. She’s taking every babysitting and bathroom cleaning gig she can get. She’s got a monthly financial savings goal and she’s killin’ it. She’s got a plan to buy her car with cash and this is a plan that makes her mother so proud.  Need a sitter? Your bathrooms cleaned? Your doggy walked? Give Reese a call to put her to work and pad her car savings fund. She is hard working and eager and is on the lookout for more opportunities to work. 


4) I spent a couple hours trimming all the liriope on Saturday and cleaned out the front rock beds—filled up a trash bag full of house debris: staples, nails, metal, roofing H clips, several old roof shingles, broken ceramic tile, glass, melted hunks of metal, insulation, loads of trash including cigarette butts and monster drink cans and Gatorade bottles galore, and an entire roll of framing nails. 


5) Lady/Grammy had a birthday! Reese, Julie and Finley S are her ministering sisters, so they planned a spring crafty day for her and invited Q and I, too. We made burlap bunnies and stuffed painted muslin carrots and covered eggs in book pages and moss.  And we ate Shaw magic cookie bars so it was just the best time ever! I love you mom! Happy Birthday! 

6) What do a twitching eye, 3 cold sores, restless legs, blown up neck glands, and Raynaud fingers have in common? 
No idea, but they’re all flaring up at once on me. None of  the blood tests I had done yielded any new or telling information. 






7) for today’s naptime project, Sloane helped me start re-assembling new 72 hour kits for our family. 

I spent $36 on food and everything will last until the end of the year, so we will swap it out October General conference weekend. I took a pic of the food so I will know exactly what to buy again!without having to think it over. Easy and done. I probably should add more protein. Maybe I will add some peanut butter crackers. That would be easier than some of the other meal ideas. It feels great to have SOMEthing again. My emergency “doomsday prepper bunker storage room was so well prepared for disaster. It destroyed me to watch it all get thrown in a dumpster.  


8) I’m slowly beefing up our first aid supplies as well. There’s already a box of N95 masks in there, but a couple of washable N99 masks and a multipack of disposable carbon filters will arrive soon. I don’t really care that I sound like a paranoid alarmist.  I have always felt called to prepared to help and lift another in the event of a disaster.  We could’ve survived a pandemic quarantine for weeks down there. Haha!  And then I had my own disaster and I learned a lot. So here we go again with new and improved knowledge. Water, First aid supplies, and food are the current focus.  Below are some of the recent inspired purchases I felt to add to our supplies. 
I miss the peace I once felt knowing I had all of this already taken care of, but I’m trying to be patient and listen and research so the efforts I can make are the best ones. We’ll get there again and we will do it right. 


9) Today, Reese had an after school study group from 4-6 at the Bentonville library, Soren had soccer in Bentonville at 6, Q needed to be at OPYO rehearsal in Downtown Rogers at 5:50, and Corbin had soccer at 7:15. I made an early dinner (pork tacos, I ate mine in the car), took the triplets with me to deliver Q in Rogers, Aaron too the boys to soccer, I came home and bathed the triplets, unclogged an overflowed basement toilet, bleached the    Bathroom, then cleaned the bottle of shampoo that Esme emptied and smeared all over my glass shower door during the 1 minute I left her unattended in the shower to go get a towel. I put the Littles to bed, went back to Rogers to get Q, Reese stayed home and continued on homework until 10:30 when we made her call it and go to bed. the boys came home wind chilled to the bones, showered and went to bed and I am sitting for the first time since the swings at Dave Peel Park, this morning, and the restoration crew will be here in the morning. Let the March Madness begin!